to be continued
So frustrated. Of what I don’t know.
So sick of being the black cloud hanging over everyone’s head
Wanting so badly to be someone’s world
So disgusted that I’m so selfish
Craving more love an attention like it’s an addiction
Trying with all my might to pull people closer but instead push them away
Maybe if I try just a little harder they’ll understand
They can feel my desperation
I see the disgust and pity on their faces
Pity quickly turns to anger
The door opens once again

Wait please don’t leave! I’ll do better this time. Cant you see past what I’ve become?
Salt from my tears sting my face as they look back at me I see my reflection in their eyes
Hopelessness